Its been a VERY long time since my last post, I know. I’ve totally screwed up on having a consistent posting period. I actually feel bad about this, because blogging is something I really like doing, but time has not been kind to me and it keeps getting used up faster than I can save it.
Having so much to do with so little time left, and then working things out with people, having to put in so much effort. It really kills the soul inside me. I thought that the trip to France would have allowed me to settle my nerves down, but enjoyable as it was, the trip actually took a lot out of me, so I ended up feeling even more exhausted when I came home. Now with the Dissertation and assignments mounting up, I’m feeling the effects of a burn out.
I’ve lost quite a bit of motivation as well as the same fervor I use to have much earlier in the term. Now its just a drag and most of the people around me act that way too, so its not easy getting up in the morning and having to deal with it all day in and day out.
I can’t have this now, I’m graduating in 2 months time and will be off to Singapore for my internship. I need to get my work done, and I need to be motivated again! I need my mojo! I need my enthusiasm back! Come on man! Got to buck myself up! Maybe its because I haven’t had a good time to rest, and maybe I need to game a little, reignite the passion I have. Maybe…
